This is the end of one journey. Words cannot describe how I feel, a blend of emotions, sentiments, thoughts, and dreams pour out of me. My life has been forever changed by the time I've spent this last year. I've fallen in love with this place, I've met people whom I will love long after I've left. I have poured out and received so much. I have grown beyond measure, and I have learned who I am. A chapter of my life is coming to a close, and while it is sad, and it is hard, it is also exciting to think about all that is to come.
Marseille is a special and beautiful place. It is an ancient city, full of so many different kinds of people it would be impossible to count. There is art, architecture, history, science, and just plain beauty. This city has been my home for the past year, and while I sometimes struggled to embrace that, it has embraced me. I have met people that have encouraged and loved me when I needed it most. I have a family here, I made a home here. While many in Europe might think badly of this place, I think most highly of it, and I feel honored to have lived here even for a short time.
Most importantly I have received so much from the Lord in this year. He has grown me in so many ways. He has shown me so much of Himself, including how He loves me, and how He loves others. I have learned to see as He does, to listen to His voice, and the be unafraid to follow His instruction. He has given me strength to carry on when I didn't think I could. His love has given me hope and a purpose. He has guided me, and led me, and by His grace I have been able to follow. It is only in and through Him that I have not only been able to remain here, but to grow and flourish here. My heart has been completely captivated by Him, and I want nothing more than to continue serving Him, loving Him, and following Him for the rest of my life.
So in this holiday season, in this closing chapter, I need to say thank you. Thank you for your support and prayers. Thank you for every encouraging, kind word you have shared. Thank you for your love. Also take this time to be encouraged. The Lord can use any and every season to grow us, and often times we don't realize how much we've grown until we reach the end of it. Take difficult times to fall into His arms, to draw closer, and in the end you will see that you have grown exponentially. It's the hardest times that we grow the most. His desire is to know, and be known to us. Seek His face, draw closer.
Blessings, Love, and a Merry Christmas,
Chrissy
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Monday, December 1, 2014
It's The Most Wonderful Time of The Year...
Hello all!
Well, it's December 1st. I'm leaving for the States in exactly two weeks.... I can't believe it! Really, I can't, it hasn't hit me that I'm leaving France so soon. I keep saying it, wondering if it will hit me. But it doesn't. I'm excited to see many of you soon! But I'm also sad to leave behind those that I have grown to love and cherish so dearly...
The month of November has been an interesting one. I spent the first part of this month in Belfast (See last blog post), and it seems as though it's been one event after another since then. Claire's family came to visit, I was glad to be able to see them before they left since they arrived while I was gone. Last week I was able to reconnect with one of my dearest friends here. We hadn't seen each other for so long because of busy schedules, but we were finally able to make time for each other and catch up with each other. This week was Thanksgiving, and what a lovely Thanksgiving it was! I was able to cook the turkey, which to be honest, I loved! It was a fun job! Everyone involved, the new interns, our team, and Sarah and Cece all pitched in, and everything that everyone made was completely delicious! It was a little taste of home for all of us I think. It was a time of thankfulness, and sharing our lives together. I was also able to meet, and connect with a young woman who is new to Evolution 13. I am so excited that I'm able to make this connection, even if it is right before I leave. We both had seen each other a few times, but didn't really know each other. Then one Sunday at church, during and intense and beautiful time of worship, we ended up praying for each other. The Lord used that moment in such a big way, we both had words for each other, and in a way, it brought a deep connection between us. I'm excited to be hanging out with her this evening!
Now, it's December 1st. Two more weeks, then I'll be heading back to life in America. But I will not be the same. I have been changed by my time here, in so many ways. The Lord has grown and changed me, making me more like the woman He has called me to be. I have been touched by each person I have had the privilege to know here. I have come to know a little bit about other cultures, not just French, but German, South African, Gabonese, North African, just to name a few. Many of these people in my life here have become family, they are relationships that I cherish, and pray will continue even after I leave. I cannot describe how I've changed, and I do not know how deeply leaving here will affect me, but I do know that I am not the same person you knew when I left. My eyes and my heart have been opened. I cannot wait to share, in person, with you, all that I've learned. Be blessed!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Well, it's December 1st. I'm leaving for the States in exactly two weeks.... I can't believe it! Really, I can't, it hasn't hit me that I'm leaving France so soon. I keep saying it, wondering if it will hit me. But it doesn't. I'm excited to see many of you soon! But I'm also sad to leave behind those that I have grown to love and cherish so dearly...
The month of November has been an interesting one. I spent the first part of this month in Belfast (See last blog post), and it seems as though it's been one event after another since then. Claire's family came to visit, I was glad to be able to see them before they left since they arrived while I was gone. Last week I was able to reconnect with one of my dearest friends here. We hadn't seen each other for so long because of busy schedules, but we were finally able to make time for each other and catch up with each other. This week was Thanksgiving, and what a lovely Thanksgiving it was! I was able to cook the turkey, which to be honest, I loved! It was a fun job! Everyone involved, the new interns, our team, and Sarah and Cece all pitched in, and everything that everyone made was completely delicious! It was a little taste of home for all of us I think. It was a time of thankfulness, and sharing our lives together. I was also able to meet, and connect with a young woman who is new to Evolution 13. I am so excited that I'm able to make this connection, even if it is right before I leave. We both had seen each other a few times, but didn't really know each other. Then one Sunday at church, during and intense and beautiful time of worship, we ended up praying for each other. The Lord used that moment in such a big way, we both had words for each other, and in a way, it brought a deep connection between us. I'm excited to be hanging out with her this evening!
Now, it's December 1st. Two more weeks, then I'll be heading back to life in America. But I will not be the same. I have been changed by my time here, in so many ways. The Lord has grown and changed me, making me more like the woman He has called me to be. I have been touched by each person I have had the privilege to know here. I have come to know a little bit about other cultures, not just French, but German, South African, Gabonese, North African, just to name a few. Many of these people in my life here have become family, they are relationships that I cherish, and pray will continue even after I leave. I cannot describe how I've changed, and I do not know how deeply leaving here will affect me, but I do know that I am not the same person you knew when I left. My eyes and my heart have been opened. I cannot wait to share, in person, with you, all that I've learned. Be blessed!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Saturday, November 8, 2014
Belfast....
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| The Titanic Museum |
So, I've promised you all a special blog post about my time in Belfast. So here it is! I'm so excited to share about my time there, and all of the amazing experiences I had!So to start, let me explain. One of the really amazing opportunities I have being on internship with Bethany is to do a "survey" or "vision" trip. Essentially it's a trip to check out a ministry or place that you could see yourself doing or being long term. So, I went to Belfast, to check out a church plant that Every Nation had started there. Man, was it a blessed time!
It's a very new church plant, with just Johann and Andrea Vizagie are the Pastors and leaders of the church plant. They have baby girls, who were also such blessings to me! The other leaders of the church plant are Lenny and Caly Konschewitz. I was so blessed by these two couples during my time in Belfast! I was able to go to staff meetings, learn a little bit about establishing Every Nation Belfast as a church plant, I went out with Caly one day on a hunt for ministry opportunities with youth centers in the area. I had an amazing night, Halloween night, going out with an organization in Belfast called Night Light. Essentially helping people who are anywhere from homeless to drunk off their heads. We were able to be the hands and feet of Jesus, handing out coffee, tea, or soup, sharing good conversations, and sometimes just being an ear to listen. I absolutely loved being out there, helping and loving on those that need it the most. Another day we went out to Queens University, and did God tests. Essentially, just taking a survey of the students, finding out what they thought about the existence of God. This led to some great conversations, and amazing connections! It was such a wonderful experience, being able to work with this team, and hear their hearts, and their vision for what it looks like to impact the community.
Now, there is something to mention about Northern Ireland. It's a beautiful place with some of the most kind and welcoming people. But it is a place that has also been rife with conflict. I was able to do some research, to learn more about the history of Belfast as well as demographics, to help the team a bit. While much of the violence of the past has subsided, there is still an underlying hostility within the community there. Much of this conflict derives from politics and religion. Catholics and Protestants are at odds. There are even "peace walls" blocking off Catholic neighborhoods from
Protestant neighborhoods. Part of the goal that the Belfast team has is to bring unity to the community. To bring peace to what seems like an endless conflict.
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| A Peace Wall inscribed "Open your heart to change, but don't let go of your values." -The Dali Lama |
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| Belfast Castle |
I was so blessed by Johann, Andrea, Lenny,
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| Albert Memorial Clock Tower |
All in all, my trip to Belfast was an incredible one. I cannot believe how blessed I am to have gone on this trip, met these people, and been used by God during my time there. I pray that the Lord will continue to restore and bring healing to the land. I hope that someday, I will be able to return.
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| Belfast Castle Gardens |
Monday, October 27, 2014
The End is Near....
It's the end of October... I only have about a month and a half left here in France. It's bizarre! I can't believe that it's almost time for me to go home. The new interns arrived last week, and it's been such a joy having Kate and Cassie here! It's given a bit of a fresh perspective, and a new light on life here. It has become so normal living here, so seeing it through their eyes has been quite refreshing!
I leave for Ireland on Wednesday to learn more about church planting. I'm so excited to be able to experience this, and learn more from the people I'll be working with. I'll be writing a special post next month after I get back to let you know how it all went, and share what I learned!
This month has been a bit of a whirlwind. Since Jenny, our dear friend from Florida, had to go back to the States for a bit, I've been heading up children't ministry, working under Cece. It's been so great! I really love doing lesson planning, and working with the kids. I feel like I've really found something that my heart really enjoys, and I think it's because it's so similar to what the Lord has called me to do with my life. I feel so blessed, and so privileged to work with these children, and I have so much love for each of them. Grayling and Sandra have also arrived (yay!!!) If I haven't mentioned them before here's a little background: They were missionaries in France for twenty-five years, then went back to the States for a while, and Grayling was working on Bethany campus. I was able to meet him and Sandra there, and they've been support raising to come back here. Praise the Lord, they're here! It's so nice to have them here with us, and to be able to hear their perspectives on things here, and hear their hearts for the people here. They are truly a blessing to have around!
Now a little bit of reflection on my time here. I have changed since living here. I've begun to really think about when first arriving and how I am now, and while at the core of myself I am still me, I have been changed by my time here. I have experienced life in such a different way, met some of the most interesting and wonderful people, and had my eyes opened to a totally different culture. My faith has been challenged and tested, the Lord has walked with me through all of it. I have learned more about life, love, sadness, and joy. I have made friends that I will keep for the rest of my life, and met strangers that have changed my view on life in one single moment. My heart is all at once saddened and elated at the prospect of going home. There is no way to really describe this on a deep level to someone who has not experienced this for themselves, but I can try. I love this place, and I love the people here, the ones I've met, and the ones that I've just talked to in passing. I pray that I've been as much of an impact on them as they have been on me.
So here we are. On the edge of a new season. It's scary, but exciting all at the same time. I pray that I will be able too see you all, my supporters, my friends, who have stuck with me through this whole process. I am excited to share, in more detail all of my experience here. I am blessed by your support, by your prayers, by your love. You have been as much part of this as I have. So thank you, and I hope to see you all soon!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
I leave for Ireland on Wednesday to learn more about church planting. I'm so excited to be able to experience this, and learn more from the people I'll be working with. I'll be writing a special post next month after I get back to let you know how it all went, and share what I learned!
This month has been a bit of a whirlwind. Since Jenny, our dear friend from Florida, had to go back to the States for a bit, I've been heading up children't ministry, working under Cece. It's been so great! I really love doing lesson planning, and working with the kids. I feel like I've really found something that my heart really enjoys, and I think it's because it's so similar to what the Lord has called me to do with my life. I feel so blessed, and so privileged to work with these children, and I have so much love for each of them. Grayling and Sandra have also arrived (yay!!!) If I haven't mentioned them before here's a little background: They were missionaries in France for twenty-five years, then went back to the States for a while, and Grayling was working on Bethany campus. I was able to meet him and Sandra there, and they've been support raising to come back here. Praise the Lord, they're here! It's so nice to have them here with us, and to be able to hear their perspectives on things here, and hear their hearts for the people here. They are truly a blessing to have around!
Now a little bit of reflection on my time here. I have changed since living here. I've begun to really think about when first arriving and how I am now, and while at the core of myself I am still me, I have been changed by my time here. I have experienced life in such a different way, met some of the most interesting and wonderful people, and had my eyes opened to a totally different culture. My faith has been challenged and tested, the Lord has walked with me through all of it. I have learned more about life, love, sadness, and joy. I have made friends that I will keep for the rest of my life, and met strangers that have changed my view on life in one single moment. My heart is all at once saddened and elated at the prospect of going home. There is no way to really describe this on a deep level to someone who has not experienced this for themselves, but I can try. I love this place, and I love the people here, the ones I've met, and the ones that I've just talked to in passing. I pray that I've been as much of an impact on them as they have been on me.
So here we are. On the edge of a new season. It's scary, but exciting all at the same time. I pray that I will be able too see you all, my supporters, my friends, who have stuck with me through this whole process. I am excited to share, in more detail all of my experience here. I am blessed by your support, by your prayers, by your love. You have been as much part of this as I have. So thank you, and I hope to see you all soon!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
With Autumn Comes Changes....
The beginning of this month was my birthday (yay 24!) which was celebrated alongside Christine, who's birthday was the day after mine, along with some very dear and lovely friends! A big thanks to Claire and Sarah who organized everything, it was such a wonderful time spent with those dear to our hearts! (As a side note, you should also check out the blog that I wrote on my birthday about the persecuted church in Iraq in case you missed it.)As the month has progressed I have been able to take on some more responsibilities within the church, Evolution 13. I am so excited for what God is doing! We have started having weekly church services, and I, along with Jenny (An amazing woman who has come to work with us here in France!) have been placed over the young children's ministry. Jenny has already taught me so much, and I'm so excited to be able to work alongside her, and be used by God in this area! Along with that I'm helping to start up a weekly prayer small group, something I'm just as excited about! The Lord has really put prayer on my heart, and it is definitely something that I truly feel is important at all times, but especially in this time of breaking ground here in Marseille, especially in Cours Julien. The Lord is really wanting to move in mighty ways here, and I know that prayer and worship is a huge part of that.
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| Mom and I in Cours Julien After Church |
And now, just a little bit that's on my heart to share. This past month has been a time where the Lord has just been reminding me about love. He's been growing my heart so much, and urging me to love beyond myself. By that I mean, loving even when it seems impossible. I'm a pretty loving person in general, but in my humanity there are limits, and the Lord has been pushing past those limits, showing me how crucial love it is, and how important it is for me to let His love take me beyond my own capacity to love. So in learning this I also want to urge you to open your hearts to His love. I ask you to press in, to ask Him to reveal His love to you, and in doing so give you a greater capacity to love others. It's not always easy to love others, it's easy to get angry, to mock, to ignore others, but it is our call to love. I think that in this day and age it can be so incredibly easy to be selfish, everything in our society, literally EVERYTHING, is pushing us towards isolation and selfishness. But this is completely opposite of what God intended for humanity, and especially for Christians. We need to be loving each other, helping each other, and not out of selfish gain either, but out of a love born from knowing Him who loved first. I struggle, I'm not perfect, I can be extremely selfish, but I am learning, and I am growing, and I urge you to do the same. Push through the struggle, let it be something that grows you, not something that pushes you back or holds you down. Ask God for help, He will bring you through these struggles, because without Him it just won't happen.
Now for my closing: It's been a quick, and challenging month for me, full of changes and excitement! Here are some things that I'm looking forward to in the next few weeks: Grayling and Sandra arrive! (If I have not mentioned them before, they are a couple who served in France for about 25 years, went back the States for a few years, and are now coming back to serve here in Marseille. They are amazing people, and have been such an encouragement to me throughout my time at Bethany, and I'm very excited for them to be here!) The new interns are coming! My time here is ending, but their's is just beginning, so please be keeping them in your prayers as well! And finally, the end of this month I'll be heading to Ireland on a survey trip. Basically I'll be helping out with a church plant in Belfast for a week, to see what church planting looks like from an English speaking perspective. i'm super excited about this trip and to see what God does during my time there! So that's it! Keep an eye out for next month's blog, please keep me and our intern and Evolution 13 team in your prayers, and remember I am also praying for all of you! Feel free to send any prayer requests to me through facebook or e-mail!Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
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| La Reverie, at Musee des Beaux-Arts here in Marseille. She's my favorite piece of art there, probably because I'm a bit of a daydreamer myself.... |
Thursday, September 4, 2014
My Life is Not My Own....
I am writing a special blog post today, it is not to give updates, but to share some thoughts that I've been having. I will post a blog with updates later this month though, so be on the look out for that!
Today is my birthday. I am twenty-four now, and I just wanted to reflect on some things that have been on my mind, and the minds of others as well. But before I do, I want to share a little more about myself. Many of you reading this post may already know these things about me, but for those of you who don't, this is for you, to have a peek into my heart, to understand better where I am coming from.
I was raised in a Christian home. For the most part. While there were things, traumatic, life altering things that happened to me in my early childhood, one thing remained constant: Jesus. My family went to church at least two or three times a week, most times more than that. My parents were very involved there, and I was very close to many of the children in our church as well. When I was six, I remember very distinctly the Lord placing a call on my life to be a missionary. I didn't know what that meant, but I knew that it was what I had to do. When I was eight, I learned about Nate Saint and Jim Elliot, two missionaries who gave their lives to share the gospel. That was the first time I knew that this calling could cost me my life. As I grew up, this calling faded into the background, I got caught up in the typical life of the American teenager, struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, the pressure to be cool, the sexuality of society, and the burning need to be accepted by men. When I was seventeen I made a decision. I was done with Christianity, I was done trying to please a God I wasn't even sure existed. I spent the next two years dabbling in witchcraft, mysticism, and doing whatever I felt like doing, when I felt like doing it. But one day, after a series of events, I heard it. The voice of my Savior. It was a voice that was small, but strong. Not pushy, or commanding, but loving and gentle. That day, four and a half years ago, I gave my life to Jesus. That day, my life was no longer my own.
After all of this, the Lord reignited a fire in my heart for missions. I knew it was what I was supposed to do with my life: "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." (Matthew 28:19-20 ESV) It wasn't very long after this that God gave me direction of what that would look like for me: an orphanage. This spoke greatly to my heart, I have always had a heart for children, to love and care for them, especially those that needed love the most. Then, He called me to a specific place: Iraq. This was insanity. I had never felt particularly drawn to the Middle East, and of all the places in the Middle East, Iraq was not exactly the most peaceful place... But the I could not deny what He had said. Iraq. Since that day I have carried this dream in my heart. To build an orphanage in Iraq. But the desire to go was just not there. I think you might know where I'm going with this...
The past month and a half has been a steady decline in Iraq. And as things worsened, my desire to go grew. Now it is a burning flame. I know I have to wait, I know now is not the time to go, but I must say this: my heart is breaking. Every day there is something new: children being killed, families torn apart, men and women being executed, all for their faith. Today was one of the best and worst pictures I have seen: A man, a smile on his face, so much joy and peace on his face with a rope around his neck. the last picture was of him hanging, members of ISIS cheering behind him... So many emotions went through me as I looked at that picture. Grief and sadness for the loss of a life, joy that he was able to stay true to his Savior until the end, and is now reunited with him, and hope. Hope that one day, were I faced with the decision of renouncing my Lord, I could stand strong, just like that man, and smile knowing that I would see the face of my Love soon.
"For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." (Philippians 1:21 ESV) Such a short verse, written by Paul, from a jail cell. But a powerful verse. These people, in Iraq are living out this verse. They are willing to die for the truth, they are willing to die instead of renouncing their Savior. My heart yearns to be there, but I cannot be, so here is what I ask, here is what I challenge: Pray. I have talked often of prayer in other blog posts, because I know it is a powerful and effective tool "The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working." (James 5:16 ESV) We need to stand up for our brothers and sisters, in prayer and intercession. God has a plan, make no mistake, and even as lives are lost, hope is born. The Lord is righteous and just, and even if we do not understand His plans, we know that He is working. We need to pray for the strength of believers, for their protection, and for aid for them. Pray blessings over those that are helping them.
I want to take today, my birthday, not to focus on myself, but to focus on our brothers and sisters in the persecuted church, especially those in Iraq. These people, our family, have decided to say "My life is not my own." and lay everything down for the sake of the gospel. I pray for them, and I also pray that if a day comes when I am faced with the choice of torture and death, or renouncing the God that I love, the one who has called me to Himself, who suffered and died for me, the one who has loved me beyond imagining even when I spat in His face, the one who has given me the ability to live, and to love others, that I will choose Him. That I will choose a moment of torture, of pain, and of death, to spend an eternity in the presence of the one whom my soul loves, the One whom has loved me first.
If we truly believe that we are part of the family of God, then make no mistake, we are not untouched by this tragedy. And even as I grieve, I rejoice, because their suffering has ended, and they can now be with the One that they gave their life for, the One that has given His life for them.
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Today is my birthday. I am twenty-four now, and I just wanted to reflect on some things that have been on my mind, and the minds of others as well. But before I do, I want to share a little more about myself. Many of you reading this post may already know these things about me, but for those of you who don't, this is for you, to have a peek into my heart, to understand better where I am coming from.
I was raised in a Christian home. For the most part. While there were things, traumatic, life altering things that happened to me in my early childhood, one thing remained constant: Jesus. My family went to church at least two or three times a week, most times more than that. My parents were very involved there, and I was very close to many of the children in our church as well. When I was six, I remember very distinctly the Lord placing a call on my life to be a missionary. I didn't know what that meant, but I knew that it was what I had to do. When I was eight, I learned about Nate Saint and Jim Elliot, two missionaries who gave their lives to share the gospel. That was the first time I knew that this calling could cost me my life. As I grew up, this calling faded into the background, I got caught up in the typical life of the American teenager, struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, the pressure to be cool, the sexuality of society, and the burning need to be accepted by men. When I was seventeen I made a decision. I was done with Christianity, I was done trying to please a God I wasn't even sure existed. I spent the next two years dabbling in witchcraft, mysticism, and doing whatever I felt like doing, when I felt like doing it. But one day, after a series of events, I heard it. The voice of my Savior. It was a voice that was small, but strong. Not pushy, or commanding, but loving and gentle. That day, four and a half years ago, I gave my life to Jesus. That day, my life was no longer my own.
After all of this, the Lord reignited a fire in my heart for missions. I knew it was what I was supposed to do with my life: "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." (Matthew 28:19-20 ESV) It wasn't very long after this that God gave me direction of what that would look like for me: an orphanage. This spoke greatly to my heart, I have always had a heart for children, to love and care for them, especially those that needed love the most. Then, He called me to a specific place: Iraq. This was insanity. I had never felt particularly drawn to the Middle East, and of all the places in the Middle East, Iraq was not exactly the most peaceful place... But the I could not deny what He had said. Iraq. Since that day I have carried this dream in my heart. To build an orphanage in Iraq. But the desire to go was just not there. I think you might know where I'm going with this...
The past month and a half has been a steady decline in Iraq. And as things worsened, my desire to go grew. Now it is a burning flame. I know I have to wait, I know now is not the time to go, but I must say this: my heart is breaking. Every day there is something new: children being killed, families torn apart, men and women being executed, all for their faith. Today was one of the best and worst pictures I have seen: A man, a smile on his face, so much joy and peace on his face with a rope around his neck. the last picture was of him hanging, members of ISIS cheering behind him... So many emotions went through me as I looked at that picture. Grief and sadness for the loss of a life, joy that he was able to stay true to his Savior until the end, and is now reunited with him, and hope. Hope that one day, were I faced with the decision of renouncing my Lord, I could stand strong, just like that man, and smile knowing that I would see the face of my Love soon.
"For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." (Philippians 1:21 ESV) Such a short verse, written by Paul, from a jail cell. But a powerful verse. These people, in Iraq are living out this verse. They are willing to die for the truth, they are willing to die instead of renouncing their Savior. My heart yearns to be there, but I cannot be, so here is what I ask, here is what I challenge: Pray. I have talked often of prayer in other blog posts, because I know it is a powerful and effective tool "The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working." (James 5:16 ESV) We need to stand up for our brothers and sisters, in prayer and intercession. God has a plan, make no mistake, and even as lives are lost, hope is born. The Lord is righteous and just, and even if we do not understand His plans, we know that He is working. We need to pray for the strength of believers, for their protection, and for aid for them. Pray blessings over those that are helping them.
I want to take today, my birthday, not to focus on myself, but to focus on our brothers and sisters in the persecuted church, especially those in Iraq. These people, our family, have decided to say "My life is not my own." and lay everything down for the sake of the gospel. I pray for them, and I also pray that if a day comes when I am faced with the choice of torture and death, or renouncing the God that I love, the one who has called me to Himself, who suffered and died for me, the one who has loved me beyond imagining even when I spat in His face, the one who has given me the ability to live, and to love others, that I will choose Him. That I will choose a moment of torture, of pain, and of death, to spend an eternity in the presence of the one whom my soul loves, the One whom has loved me first.
If we truly believe that we are part of the family of God, then make no mistake, we are not untouched by this tragedy. And even as I grieve, I rejoice, because their suffering has ended, and they can now be with the One that they gave their life for, the One that has given His life for them.
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Saturday, August 16, 2014
KidsGames...
Bonjour Tout le Monde!!
Hope all is well with you! I wanted to take this particular blog post to share about a very special opportunity I had last week! I was invited to to go to Geneva, Switzerland to work at a day camp for kids called KidsGames! It was an incredible week full of challenges, laughter, and Jesus! So in this post, I will be sharing with you about this incredible experience.
First off, I have to say in the midst of the week and a half I spent with these kids, I would not have said it was incredible. I would probably have said it was awful, miserable, and I wanted to leave. Why? Well it was an incredibly challenging time for me. My language skills were really put to the test, being as most of the kids in my group didn't speak English, the coach (or counselor as we would call them in America) I was working with spoke almost no English... in fact most of the people I was working with didn't speak English. We were with them from morning until night, completely surrounded by French. It was EXHAUSTING! So I have to admit, that while I was going through it, I didn't always have the best attitude. But looking back on it, I am so glad I did it! My language has improved, my fear of speaking French is pretty much gone, and the Lord moved this week in such incredible ways I feel completely blessed to have been there to see and experience it! So now, let's have a run down of a typical day, then I'll share some cool stories!
A typical day began with waking up around 7:15 or 7:30. We'd go eat breakfast, then stand outside in front of our team flag (mine was equipe 17! Woot woot!!) and wait for the kids to arrive. Then around 9:30 or so we'd head into the huge tent where all group activities were held. There would be singing, storytelling, announcements, etc., then snack, mid morning activity, lunch, then afternoon activities which could consist of tchukball (a very fun game to watch, but hard to explain in the written word!), kinball(another fun but hard to explain game!), stilts, planting herbs, making flower arrangements, or slacklining. In the evening, around 5:30 or 6 the kids would head home, and we'd have a debrief meeting. After that was dinner, then "tent time" where we would have worship, prayer, and sharing from guest speakers. It was an incredible time that the Lord used to speak to all of us, and really move on the hearts of the young people we were working with. See, most of the coaches we were working with were no older than 18, and a large percentage of them were not saved either. So it was cool to see how the Lord would move in the morning, with the kids, then in the evening with the teens!
So, story! There's one that I really want to share. It really blessed me, and I hope it blesses you as well. There was a little boy in my group. He was the youngest and smallest. He was sweet, but a little wild. He had blond hair, glasses, and a big smile. He was just so precious, and loved to talk! One morning we had a time for the kids to come forward and talk with some of the spiritual leaders that were in leadership over the camp. They could ask questions, or pray with them if they like (Many of the children were not coming from Christian homes). So this little boy, Florian, went to the front. He went and talked with Alex, a man who had become a good friend of mine during the week. I watched as Florian spoke with Alex, and Alex prayed for Florian. Florian began to cry, softly, and prayed as well. I didn't know if I should go up and help, and when Alex had moved on to working with another child, but Florian stayed there, tears silently falling down his small ruddy cheeks, I went up. I tried to talk to him, but Alex stopped me, "No," he said to me, "He's having a moment with the Lord." So I nodded silently and just held little Florian's hand in mine. I prayed, that Jesus would move in this child's life, that He would continue to move on Florian's heart. After a few minutes I was pulled away to pray with a girl who only spoke English. I was blessed to be able to pray with her, and tell her that she could talk to Jesus whenever she wanted, because He was always with her. After I was done praying with her, we had snack time. I went outside with my group, and Florian was sitting in the grass quietly, a small smile on his face. I smiled at him, and picked him up. "How are you?" I asked him, but he didn't reply. "Are you okay?" I asked, and still he didn't answer. This was strange, he was usually very talkative. Suddenly he laid his head on my shoulder and whispered in my ear, "God is in me." I smiled, "Really?" I replied softly. He nodded, "Yes." and I said, "That's true. He's in me too." he lifted his head, looked at me, smiled, and nodded. I smiled back and twirled him around. My heart was so lifted by this moment, knowing that even if I couldn't communicate perfectly, and I couldn't be the perfect coach, the Lord could still use me.
So I think I've regaled you long enough with stories of camp, and how difficult and wonderful it was! I wouldn't have traded this experience for the world (even the cold that came after)! I loved being able to meet so many amazing people, and work with some pretty incredible kids. My heart was so blessed during this week, and I am truly fortunate to have been able to go!
Okay, so just a quick update on newsworthy things! Only four more months of internship! WOW! Time has flown by! I am excited, but sad all at the same time! The end of September my mom is coming to visit, which I am completely excited for! The end of October I am making plans for a survey trip to Belfast, Ireland! This is a trip to learn more about church planting, get ideas for how church planting works in a different context, etc. I am really excited for this trip, and can't wait to head over there, learn more about what God's doing, and how I can use what I learn there back here in Marseille. After that trip I'll be coming back to get ready to head back to the states on December 15th! So time is flying, but hopefully not too fast! Thank you all for your continued love, prayer, and support! It means the world to me!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Hope all is well with you! I wanted to take this particular blog post to share about a very special opportunity I had last week! I was invited to to go to Geneva, Switzerland to work at a day camp for kids called KidsGames! It was an incredible week full of challenges, laughter, and Jesus! So in this post, I will be sharing with you about this incredible experience.
First off, I have to say in the midst of the week and a half I spent with these kids, I would not have said it was incredible. I would probably have said it was awful, miserable, and I wanted to leave. Why? Well it was an incredibly challenging time for me. My language skills were really put to the test, being as most of the kids in my group didn't speak English, the coach (or counselor as we would call them in America) I was working with spoke almost no English... in fact most of the people I was working with didn't speak English. We were with them from morning until night, completely surrounded by French. It was EXHAUSTING! So I have to admit, that while I was going through it, I didn't always have the best attitude. But looking back on it, I am so glad I did it! My language has improved, my fear of speaking French is pretty much gone, and the Lord moved this week in such incredible ways I feel completely blessed to have been there to see and experience it! So now, let's have a run down of a typical day, then I'll share some cool stories!
A typical day began with waking up around 7:15 or 7:30. We'd go eat breakfast, then stand outside in front of our team flag (mine was equipe 17! Woot woot!!) and wait for the kids to arrive. Then around 9:30 or so we'd head into the huge tent where all group activities were held. There would be singing, storytelling, announcements, etc., then snack, mid morning activity, lunch, then afternoon activities which could consist of tchukball (a very fun game to watch, but hard to explain in the written word!), kinball(another fun but hard to explain game!), stilts, planting herbs, making flower arrangements, or slacklining. In the evening, around 5:30 or 6 the kids would head home, and we'd have a debrief meeting. After that was dinner, then "tent time" where we would have worship, prayer, and sharing from guest speakers. It was an incredible time that the Lord used to speak to all of us, and really move on the hearts of the young people we were working with. See, most of the coaches we were working with were no older than 18, and a large percentage of them were not saved either. So it was cool to see how the Lord would move in the morning, with the kids, then in the evening with the teens!
So, story! There's one that I really want to share. It really blessed me, and I hope it blesses you as well. There was a little boy in my group. He was the youngest and smallest. He was sweet, but a little wild. He had blond hair, glasses, and a big smile. He was just so precious, and loved to talk! One morning we had a time for the kids to come forward and talk with some of the spiritual leaders that were in leadership over the camp. They could ask questions, or pray with them if they like (Many of the children were not coming from Christian homes). So this little boy, Florian, went to the front. He went and talked with Alex, a man who had become a good friend of mine during the week. I watched as Florian spoke with Alex, and Alex prayed for Florian. Florian began to cry, softly, and prayed as well. I didn't know if I should go up and help, and when Alex had moved on to working with another child, but Florian stayed there, tears silently falling down his small ruddy cheeks, I went up. I tried to talk to him, but Alex stopped me, "No," he said to me, "He's having a moment with the Lord." So I nodded silently and just held little Florian's hand in mine. I prayed, that Jesus would move in this child's life, that He would continue to move on Florian's heart. After a few minutes I was pulled away to pray with a girl who only spoke English. I was blessed to be able to pray with her, and tell her that she could talk to Jesus whenever she wanted, because He was always with her. After I was done praying with her, we had snack time. I went outside with my group, and Florian was sitting in the grass quietly, a small smile on his face. I smiled at him, and picked him up. "How are you?" I asked him, but he didn't reply. "Are you okay?" I asked, and still he didn't answer. This was strange, he was usually very talkative. Suddenly he laid his head on my shoulder and whispered in my ear, "God is in me." I smiled, "Really?" I replied softly. He nodded, "Yes." and I said, "That's true. He's in me too." he lifted his head, looked at me, smiled, and nodded. I smiled back and twirled him around. My heart was so lifted by this moment, knowing that even if I couldn't communicate perfectly, and I couldn't be the perfect coach, the Lord could still use me.
So I think I've regaled you long enough with stories of camp, and how difficult and wonderful it was! I wouldn't have traded this experience for the world (even the cold that came after)! I loved being able to meet so many amazing people, and work with some pretty incredible kids. My heart was so blessed during this week, and I am truly fortunate to have been able to go!
Okay, so just a quick update on newsworthy things! Only four more months of internship! WOW! Time has flown by! I am excited, but sad all at the same time! The end of September my mom is coming to visit, which I am completely excited for! The end of October I am making plans for a survey trip to Belfast, Ireland! This is a trip to learn more about church planting, get ideas for how church planting works in a different context, etc. I am really excited for this trip, and can't wait to head over there, learn more about what God's doing, and how I can use what I learn there back here in Marseille. After that trip I'll be coming back to get ready to head back to the states on December 15th! So time is flying, but hopefully not too fast! Thank you all for your continued love, prayer, and support! It means the world to me!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
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| Florian and I! |
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Thursday, July 10, 2014
The Power of Prayer
Salut Tout le Monde!
I apologize for not having written in a while, things have been a bit hectic lately! So this month I really wanted to touch on a subject that's very important to me, and I think that it's very important for all missionaries: Prayer. It is really important that not only are we cultivating a strong, healthy prayer life, but also that our supporters are also supporting us with prayer. This is something that I've been thinking a lot about lately because I have definitely have been experiencing some difficulties lately, and I thought it would be a good idea to discuss prayer specifically this month.
I know, some of you may not believe in these things, or may have differing theological views on what I'm going to be saying here, but I'm going to say it anyway. We may differ on some views, but we are all part of the body of Christ, so bear with me. I believe that in being here in France, as a missionary, trying to share Jesus, and love others as He has called me to I am in the middle of a battleground. While Jesus is the light, that shines through me, there is a darkness that we are fighting here. The powers and principalities of this world that Paul talks about in Ephesians 6 are at war with what we are trying to do here. That being said, they are none to happy with us being here, and are going to try attacking us in any way they can. This is one of the reasons it is important for me to be spending time with Jesus, reading God's word, and cultivating a deep relationship with Him, so I can fight back the enemy. But there is another aspect to this. This is where you come in, and why I'm sharing on this subject with you, I need my family and friends to be coming alongside me in prayer. There is power in numbers, we know this in a physical battle, and the same goes in a spiritual battle as well. Sure, I can fight my enemies alone, or even with just the people on my team here, but how much stronger are we when we're fighting together, from all over the world? Much, much stronger.
Now here is thing: this past month has been one of the hardest yet. I've felt attacked spiritually, and it's been extremely hard to get back on my feet. I've been doing my best to fight, and ask others to fight alongside me, but now I'm asking you. Please, please, commit to praying for me. Commit to praying for our team. commit to praying for what God is doing in Marseille. I have seen so much progression here, people getting baptized, and starting a new, deep relationship with the Lord, people in leadership classes, learning all they can about sharing their faith with others in an effective, loving way with those around them. People have been healed, freed, and I've been able to deepen my relationships with people, even helping to disciple others. God is moving in a big way here, and the darkness that is here, does not like it. At all. So the darkness has been pushing back, and I have been feeling it. So once again, I ask, please continue to pray, to intercede for us. You are our family on the other side of the world, you are standing with us against the darkness in this place. You are just as vital and important to this team as I am. I love you all very much, and appreciate all your support so far. Thank you, and remember, you are part of my team, I love and appreciate you more than you know!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
I apologize for not having written in a while, things have been a bit hectic lately! So this month I really wanted to touch on a subject that's very important to me, and I think that it's very important for all missionaries: Prayer. It is really important that not only are we cultivating a strong, healthy prayer life, but also that our supporters are also supporting us with prayer. This is something that I've been thinking a lot about lately because I have definitely have been experiencing some difficulties lately, and I thought it would be a good idea to discuss prayer specifically this month.
I know, some of you may not believe in these things, or may have differing theological views on what I'm going to be saying here, but I'm going to say it anyway. We may differ on some views, but we are all part of the body of Christ, so bear with me. I believe that in being here in France, as a missionary, trying to share Jesus, and love others as He has called me to I am in the middle of a battleground. While Jesus is the light, that shines through me, there is a darkness that we are fighting here. The powers and principalities of this world that Paul talks about in Ephesians 6 are at war with what we are trying to do here. That being said, they are none to happy with us being here, and are going to try attacking us in any way they can. This is one of the reasons it is important for me to be spending time with Jesus, reading God's word, and cultivating a deep relationship with Him, so I can fight back the enemy. But there is another aspect to this. This is where you come in, and why I'm sharing on this subject with you, I need my family and friends to be coming alongside me in prayer. There is power in numbers, we know this in a physical battle, and the same goes in a spiritual battle as well. Sure, I can fight my enemies alone, or even with just the people on my team here, but how much stronger are we when we're fighting together, from all over the world? Much, much stronger.
Now here is thing: this past month has been one of the hardest yet. I've felt attacked spiritually, and it's been extremely hard to get back on my feet. I've been doing my best to fight, and ask others to fight alongside me, but now I'm asking you. Please, please, commit to praying for me. Commit to praying for our team. commit to praying for what God is doing in Marseille. I have seen so much progression here, people getting baptized, and starting a new, deep relationship with the Lord, people in leadership classes, learning all they can about sharing their faith with others in an effective, loving way with those around them. People have been healed, freed, and I've been able to deepen my relationships with people, even helping to disciple others. God is moving in a big way here, and the darkness that is here, does not like it. At all. So the darkness has been pushing back, and I have been feeling it. So once again, I ask, please continue to pray, to intercede for us. You are our family on the other side of the world, you are standing with us against the darkness in this place. You are just as vital and important to this team as I am. I love you all very much, and appreciate all your support so far. Thank you, and remember, you are part of my team, I love and appreciate you more than you know!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Sunday, May 25, 2014
The Start of a Movement: Part 2....
Hello All!
I'm sorry it's been so long! I've been quite busy since returning from my break. I wanted to continue updating you as well as share what's been going on these past few weeks!
So I left off telling a bit about the conference in Ales. It was truly a lovely time in a small town about two hours north of Marseille. We were able to attend this conference, a gathering of believers all throughout France, met to discuss the miraculous and the power of the Holy Spirit. It was a time of inspiration for me, to see so many believers gathered together to celebrate the power of God. The Lord spoke very deeply to my heart during this time, telling me so many incredible things. I know that the Lord is really moving in this country, and there is a revival coming that will bring the healing power and love of Christ to a nation so desperate for a God they don't know they need. i am so excited to be a part of this time to come. France is being talked about all over the Christian world. Seeing so many who are sold out for Him in such a big way at this conference was truly amazing. Worship was so beautiful, the presence of the Holy Spirit was felt, and it was incredibly refreshing for me.
Shortly after the conference we headed out for our two week break. First we headed to London, and we were able to visit our friends from the London team. It was so fun to be able to take a break, relax, and just be! We went sightseeing quite a bit, and were able to experience the beauty and history that London had to offer us. We also sampled some British cuisine during our stay. It was delicious! in the middle of our time there we went up to York to visit our friend, Annie. She works at the YWAM base in York, so we were able to stay there with her, which was such a blessing! Our time in York was very relaxing, a time to just pause, and breathe. I really enjoyed our time there, and while we were there we had an interesting conversation, and while we were sharing with some people about what we're doing in France, one woman shared with us: France had recently come up at a conference she had been at. That the Lord would start a revival in Europe right here, in France. It blessed my heart to hear yet another conformation in the coming revival here. The Lord is doing something big here, and even though we can't see all of it in the natural right now, I believe the Lord is working in a big way in the supernatural here in France. Please continue to join me in praying for the softening of hearts, the breaking of strongholds, and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit here in France.
After our stay in York we returned to London for a few days before heading off to Paris. We did quite a bit of sightseeing there as well. Upon returning to France I felt more confident in my language abilities. It was very encouraging for me to realize this. I was really excited to actually be aware of the progress I have made, since I had begun to really wonder if I had been making progress.
Since returning to Marseille I feel as though I've been quite busy! Since Sarah was here by herself, she began to really build relationships with the people we have mostly been acquaintances with, so I've been able to hang out with them more as well. This has really helped with my progress in language, as well as deepening the connections I have here. I've also been growing closer with one of the local girls here. She has really become a dear friend to me, and I am so thankful every day for her friendship. I love her very much, and really enjoy spending time hanging out with her, sharing with her, and talking about the Lord with her.
So that is pretty much where I'm at now! We are heading on a retreat tomorrow with our Global Internship Leaders, Paul and Amy. I'm excited to spend this time away, just getting to debrief, and really reflect on life here. Thank you all for your continued support and encouragement! I really appreciate all you do! Please continue joining me in prayer for this nation. Your prayers for our team, and for the people of the nation of France are truly appreciated!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
The Start of a Movement: Part 1.....
Bonjour Tout Le Monde!
Well these past two weeks have been quite busy! At the beginning of the month we had a team from London in town to help us jump start some new ministries as well as be an encouragement to us, and help out in any way that was needed. Man they were such a blessing to us! Then this past weekend we went to a bill Johnson conference a few hours north of here, in Ales, which was an incredible conference! SO since there's so much to share, I'll be doing this in two parts: first, the London team, and all of the incredible things God did during their time here, then a second part about the conference we went to this past weekend. The second part will come in about two weeks (After my two week break for which I will be traveling to the UK and Paris! Courtesy of my lovely tax return!) So here we go!
Well, the London team arrived on a Saturday evening, and we met them that evening at a special dinner. The next day was the first church service for Matt's new church plant. It was such a great service! The Spirit of God was moving, and it was an incredible thing to witness! It definitely got me really excited for the coming week!
So Monday we hit the ground running! After an amazing time of prayer and worship we went to the train station across the street from one of the big universities here in Marseille. We were handing out flyers for the new English conversation groups we were starting as well as doing "God tests" where basically you do a survey to see what people believe while also sharing what you believe. It was incredible, and heart breaking to hear some of the answers that I heard. Every one of the students I spoke with were Atheists, with no belief, no strong hope in anything really. It broke my heart to see the lack of purpose in their lives. We also spoke to a young man who had an intestinal disorder and was told he would only live to be forty, so we laid hands on him and prayed for healing. While he didn't believe in what we were doing, he still allowed us to do this, and I truly believe that the Lord has healed him.
Over the course of the next two days we did the same things, handing out flyers for the conversation groups, handing out chocolate with little messages written on them, and doing God tests. Some of us had some pretty amazing conversations, that's for sure! Then Wednesday we had the first English conversation group. We got to meet some pretty amazing ladies who we are still getting to know in our weekly meetings. I am truly happy and excited about the friendships forming through these conversation groups we have!
On Wednesday afternoon, and the next few days (The last few days the London team was here) we went to Cour Julien, the more artistic area of Marseille, and did some praise and worship there. It was amazing just singing at the top of our lungs worship to God, and seeing people gathering around us, attracted to the music. During this time Thea was also able to help lead a woman to the Lord! It was a beautiful thing to see. My heart was so full of all that God was doing. We have seen the fruits of it since, especially in the building of friendships through our English conversation groups. I cannot wait to see what God does during these times, but He is definitely doing something through all of this, as of course none of these meetings were by chance or by accident.
I am thankful for all that God is doing, as He is moving, and teaching me. He is showing me more and more, every day, that He has me here for a reason. He really loves the people here in this city and in this country. He is starting something here, and I feel blessed to be part of it! I will definitely share some more of that when I write about the conference we went to in Ales! So stay tuned!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Well these past two weeks have been quite busy! At the beginning of the month we had a team from London in town to help us jump start some new ministries as well as be an encouragement to us, and help out in any way that was needed. Man they were such a blessing to us! Then this past weekend we went to a bill Johnson conference a few hours north of here, in Ales, which was an incredible conference! SO since there's so much to share, I'll be doing this in two parts: first, the London team, and all of the incredible things God did during their time here, then a second part about the conference we went to this past weekend. The second part will come in about two weeks (After my two week break for which I will be traveling to the UK and Paris! Courtesy of my lovely tax return!) So here we go!
Well, the London team arrived on a Saturday evening, and we met them that evening at a special dinner. The next day was the first church service for Matt's new church plant. It was such a great service! The Spirit of God was moving, and it was an incredible thing to witness! It definitely got me really excited for the coming week!
So Monday we hit the ground running! After an amazing time of prayer and worship we went to the train station across the street from one of the big universities here in Marseille. We were handing out flyers for the new English conversation groups we were starting as well as doing "God tests" where basically you do a survey to see what people believe while also sharing what you believe. It was incredible, and heart breaking to hear some of the answers that I heard. Every one of the students I spoke with were Atheists, with no belief, no strong hope in anything really. It broke my heart to see the lack of purpose in their lives. We also spoke to a young man who had an intestinal disorder and was told he would only live to be forty, so we laid hands on him and prayed for healing. While he didn't believe in what we were doing, he still allowed us to do this, and I truly believe that the Lord has healed him.
Over the course of the next two days we did the same things, handing out flyers for the conversation groups, handing out chocolate with little messages written on them, and doing God tests. Some of us had some pretty amazing conversations, that's for sure! Then Wednesday we had the first English conversation group. We got to meet some pretty amazing ladies who we are still getting to know in our weekly meetings. I am truly happy and excited about the friendships forming through these conversation groups we have!
On Wednesday afternoon, and the next few days (The last few days the London team was here) we went to Cour Julien, the more artistic area of Marseille, and did some praise and worship there. It was amazing just singing at the top of our lungs worship to God, and seeing people gathering around us, attracted to the music. During this time Thea was also able to help lead a woman to the Lord! It was a beautiful thing to see. My heart was so full of all that God was doing. We have seen the fruits of it since, especially in the building of friendships through our English conversation groups. I cannot wait to see what God does during these times, but He is definitely doing something through all of this, as of course none of these meetings were by chance or by accident.
I am thankful for all that God is doing, as He is moving, and teaching me. He is showing me more and more, every day, that He has me here for a reason. He really loves the people here in this city and in this country. He is starting something here, and I feel blessed to be part of it! I will definitely share some more of that when I write about the conference we went to in Ales! So stay tuned!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Germany...
Bonjour Tout le monde!
Hope all is well, and you have had an excellent beginning to spring! Things are warming up here in Marseille, that's for sure! We finished language school earlier this month, so now we are heading into our time of full time ministry here. As this is a new site, we are still figuring out exactly what that looks like for us, but I am excited to be able to devote more of my time spiritually investing in the lives of my friends, as well as helping the ministry of Evolution 13 grow and expand here in this area! I can't wait to see what else the Lord has in store for our ministry opportunities here in Marseille!
As many of you know I had the privilege to go to Nuremberg, Germany this past weekend with my friend Thea. Thea is working with Evolution 13, which was how I met her. She is originally from Nuremberg, and asked if I would like to come home with her for a visit, so of course I said yes! It was a lovely time, meeting her friends and family, who all warmly welcomed this girl from America. I enjoyed being able to relax, and just hang out and be a tourist! After having a rough few weeks of homesickness, stress, and just general struggle, my time in Germany helped me to really refocus and rest in the Lord.
The past month was a difficult time for me, as I had stated in my last blog. I was beginning to question what I was doing here, what my purpose was here. I was having a hard time with the language, and feeling inadequate. I needed a time for refreshing, reminder, and reflection. A time away where I could just let the Lord speak, and be alone to listen. Going to Germany gave me all this and more! On Friday, when Thea and I arrived, we spent some time with her family and boyfriend. I can't lie, it was nice to not be expected to know the language. I was able to just relax, and not frantically try to follow along. That night, I stayed with Thea's friend, Karin, who was at work until late, so I was able to have some time alone to myself. It was a wonderful time spent alone with the Lord. I was able to let everything out, and just be completely alone with Him. I loved it! He refreshed me, reminded me that He has a purpose for my time here, and I need to trust Him in that. I felt such peace wash over me, it was exactly what the Lord knew I needed.
Saturday I spent sightseeing with Thea, exploring a bit of the city, then headed to her parents' for dinner. It was a fun time, hanging out and laughing around the table, even if I couldn't understand half the conversation. I enjoyed just being there, with such warm and lovely people. After dinner Thea shared a video about Marseille with her family. As we watched familiar scenes of Marseille caused a pang in my heart. I missed home. Home? Yes, Marseille is my home now. It was so strange to think that way, but my heart has been lost to this city. I began to miss French too. Hearing the familiar sounds, understanding (somewhat) what was being said... In that moment I realized, I love this city, God loves this city, and that's why He's brought me here. He knew I would fall in love with this place. Yes, it's hard, yes sometimes I just want to hide and cry after a long day, but at the end of it all, I love the people here, and so does He. I don't know exactly how everything will play out, or what exactly it will all look like, but for right now I know this: I need to reach all the people that I can in the ways He provides, because this city is my home, and these people are my family. For much of the rest of that night I tried to speak to Thea in French, my determination to master the language had been rekindled.
Sunday morning I went to church. Worship was incredible, the Lord moved in amazing and powerful ways. He spoke to me about many things, and my heart was open to receive. The message on the Father's heart (which was translated for me from German to English) resonated with my own heart. After church we spent the entire day at the church cafe for coffee, lunch, birthday cake (it was the birthday of a few church members), and dinner. While I was there, I was able to meet some pretty amazing people that Thea very much wanted to introduce me to. But before I tell you about them, I need to tell you a quick story first. See, about a year after I started following the Lord, He told me, very specifically about where my life was headed. He wanted me to open and orphanage. In the Middle East. Now He did not say when, but I knew this was the calling He had on my life. So since then, I've been quite open about it with friends, family, and supporters. That being said, when I told Thea a few months ago, she told me of these friends of hers, who came from the Middle East, to Germany. So we arranged that I would meet them at church, and I ended up spending the whole day with them. They told me their amazing story of escape from a very strict Islamic nation to Germany. Their story inspired me, but also sobered me. I knew the calling I had was a dangerous one, but hearing it from the mouths of people who had lived under such regimes made it very real to me. But their stories of God's faithfulness, as well as the miracles that God had performed in order to bring them to where they are now were truly inspirational. I felt so blessed to meet, and know these people.
Monday I ran errands with Thea, and went to Nuremberg castle. It was just a fun, calm day before leaving on Tuesday. Overall my time in Germany was refreshing, rejuvenating, and something I had really needed, even if I hadn't realized it before. God really used this time to help me rest in Him, as well as reflect on my purpose in Marseille. My fervor renewed I was very happy to return home, to my city.
So, thank you. Thank you for praying for me through this difficult time, thank you for your continued support and encouragement, thank you for believing, and trusting the Lord with me. My heart has been lifted, and I feel truly blessed to have all of you out there taking this journey with me. Please continue to pray for my team and I, this is not an easy journey, but it isn't one I would trade for the world. I know God is working and moving here in this city, and so of course there is spiritual opposition to that. Please continue to join us in praying against these powers of darkness, and pray for the love of God to explode and ignite a fire in this truly amazing, beautiful, wonderful country.
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Hope all is well, and you have had an excellent beginning to spring! Things are warming up here in Marseille, that's for sure! We finished language school earlier this month, so now we are heading into our time of full time ministry here. As this is a new site, we are still figuring out exactly what that looks like for us, but I am excited to be able to devote more of my time spiritually investing in the lives of my friends, as well as helping the ministry of Evolution 13 grow and expand here in this area! I can't wait to see what else the Lord has in store for our ministry opportunities here in Marseille!
As many of you know I had the privilege to go to Nuremberg, Germany this past weekend with my friend Thea. Thea is working with Evolution 13, which was how I met her. She is originally from Nuremberg, and asked if I would like to come home with her for a visit, so of course I said yes! It was a lovely time, meeting her friends and family, who all warmly welcomed this girl from America. I enjoyed being able to relax, and just hang out and be a tourist! After having a rough few weeks of homesickness, stress, and just general struggle, my time in Germany helped me to really refocus and rest in the Lord.
The past month was a difficult time for me, as I had stated in my last blog. I was beginning to question what I was doing here, what my purpose was here. I was having a hard time with the language, and feeling inadequate. I needed a time for refreshing, reminder, and reflection. A time away where I could just let the Lord speak, and be alone to listen. Going to Germany gave me all this and more! On Friday, when Thea and I arrived, we spent some time with her family and boyfriend. I can't lie, it was nice to not be expected to know the language. I was able to just relax, and not frantically try to follow along. That night, I stayed with Thea's friend, Karin, who was at work until late, so I was able to have some time alone to myself. It was a wonderful time spent alone with the Lord. I was able to let everything out, and just be completely alone with Him. I loved it! He refreshed me, reminded me that He has a purpose for my time here, and I need to trust Him in that. I felt such peace wash over me, it was exactly what the Lord knew I needed.
Saturday I spent sightseeing with Thea, exploring a bit of the city, then headed to her parents' for dinner. It was a fun time, hanging out and laughing around the table, even if I couldn't understand half the conversation. I enjoyed just being there, with such warm and lovely people. After dinner Thea shared a video about Marseille with her family. As we watched familiar scenes of Marseille caused a pang in my heart. I missed home. Home? Yes, Marseille is my home now. It was so strange to think that way, but my heart has been lost to this city. I began to miss French too. Hearing the familiar sounds, understanding (somewhat) what was being said... In that moment I realized, I love this city, God loves this city, and that's why He's brought me here. He knew I would fall in love with this place. Yes, it's hard, yes sometimes I just want to hide and cry after a long day, but at the end of it all, I love the people here, and so does He. I don't know exactly how everything will play out, or what exactly it will all look like, but for right now I know this: I need to reach all the people that I can in the ways He provides, because this city is my home, and these people are my family. For much of the rest of that night I tried to speak to Thea in French, my determination to master the language had been rekindled.
Sunday morning I went to church. Worship was incredible, the Lord moved in amazing and powerful ways. He spoke to me about many things, and my heart was open to receive. The message on the Father's heart (which was translated for me from German to English) resonated with my own heart. After church we spent the entire day at the church cafe for coffee, lunch, birthday cake (it was the birthday of a few church members), and dinner. While I was there, I was able to meet some pretty amazing people that Thea very much wanted to introduce me to. But before I tell you about them, I need to tell you a quick story first. See, about a year after I started following the Lord, He told me, very specifically about where my life was headed. He wanted me to open and orphanage. In the Middle East. Now He did not say when, but I knew this was the calling He had on my life. So since then, I've been quite open about it with friends, family, and supporters. That being said, when I told Thea a few months ago, she told me of these friends of hers, who came from the Middle East, to Germany. So we arranged that I would meet them at church, and I ended up spending the whole day with them. They told me their amazing story of escape from a very strict Islamic nation to Germany. Their story inspired me, but also sobered me. I knew the calling I had was a dangerous one, but hearing it from the mouths of people who had lived under such regimes made it very real to me. But their stories of God's faithfulness, as well as the miracles that God had performed in order to bring them to where they are now were truly inspirational. I felt so blessed to meet, and know these people.
Monday I ran errands with Thea, and went to Nuremberg castle. It was just a fun, calm day before leaving on Tuesday. Overall my time in Germany was refreshing, rejuvenating, and something I had really needed, even if I hadn't realized it before. God really used this time to help me rest in Him, as well as reflect on my purpose in Marseille. My fervor renewed I was very happy to return home, to my city.
So, thank you. Thank you for praying for me through this difficult time, thank you for your continued support and encouragement, thank you for believing, and trusting the Lord with me. My heart has been lifted, and I feel truly blessed to have all of you out there taking this journey with me. Please continue to pray for my team and I, this is not an easy journey, but it isn't one I would trade for the world. I know God is working and moving here in this city, and so of course there is spiritual opposition to that. Please continue to join us in praying against these powers of darkness, and pray for the love of God to explode and ignite a fire in this truly amazing, beautiful, wonderful country.
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Sunday, February 23, 2014
The Trials and Triumphs...
Hello all! Well, February is drawing to a close, and the four month anniversary of arriving in Marseille is coming up. Wow! Four months! It has not been an easy four months, that's for sure! While God is good, and has been with me through all of this, it has not been an easy road to travel.
Over the past few months I have seen myself growing in many ways. But all this growth has not come without growing pains. Many days I have struggle with culture shock, homesickness, or just plain sadness. But man has God been SO faithful! God has given us so many promises, but one of the promises that I keep remembering is the one in Joshua 1:5 "Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you." This is the promise I remember when everything seems too overwhelming. Sometimes life can just be too much, there's too much going on, or you can't speak French the way you want to no matter how hard you try, or you miss people. But God is enough, more than enough, to help you through that. He knows we need time to experience these emotions, but not wallow in them, not dwell on them. He brings peace and comfort when we need it, all we need to do is ask. God is always with us, and always ready to help us when we ask Him to.
There have also been moments of doubt, when I wonder why I am even here, but God always reminds me that He has me here for a reason. He did not make a way for me to come here for no reason, He has a plan and a purpose for my time here. It's during these times that He reminds me of that oh so famous Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Sometimes I need a reminder of this, that God has plans in store for my time here, and while I might not be seeing them right now, He will reveal them to me in HIS timing, not mine. God has brought me here, for such a time as this, and I need to cling to that promise.
The reason I am sharing these things is because I want you to know, that while I have seen much growth, and shared some of the lighter aspects of being here, not everything is perfect! And I most definitely am not perfect! I have my moments where I question God, when I get frustrated and fed up with how I'm acting, or not being able to see what's going on, or not being able to understand the language. God is so gracious, and forgiving though! Even in all of this, He uses me in ways that I can't even see. I want you to know that you don't have to be perfect. Yes, we should strive to be holy, and live a life pleasing to God, but we should not berate ourselves when we mess up. We're human, and God knows that, but guess what? He loves us anyway! I know when I mess up I have to repent before Him, I have to admit that I messed up, but it's a chance to learn, to grow, to not make the same exact mistakes time and time again. I encourage you to not let your own mess ups, or frustrations get in the way of your relationship with God. Go to Him, repent, or ask for peace, take the situation and grow from it instead of wallowing in it. Trust me, as I'm writing this I'm talking to myself too, sometimes we just need to be reminded of how we should react in these situations. Love you all!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Over the past few months I have seen myself growing in many ways. But all this growth has not come without growing pains. Many days I have struggle with culture shock, homesickness, or just plain sadness. But man has God been SO faithful! God has given us so many promises, but one of the promises that I keep remembering is the one in Joshua 1:5 "Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you." This is the promise I remember when everything seems too overwhelming. Sometimes life can just be too much, there's too much going on, or you can't speak French the way you want to no matter how hard you try, or you miss people. But God is enough, more than enough, to help you through that. He knows we need time to experience these emotions, but not wallow in them, not dwell on them. He brings peace and comfort when we need it, all we need to do is ask. God is always with us, and always ready to help us when we ask Him to.
There have also been moments of doubt, when I wonder why I am even here, but God always reminds me that He has me here for a reason. He did not make a way for me to come here for no reason, He has a plan and a purpose for my time here. It's during these times that He reminds me of that oh so famous Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Sometimes I need a reminder of this, that God has plans in store for my time here, and while I might not be seeing them right now, He will reveal them to me in HIS timing, not mine. God has brought me here, for such a time as this, and I need to cling to that promise.
The reason I am sharing these things is because I want you to know, that while I have seen much growth, and shared some of the lighter aspects of being here, not everything is perfect! And I most definitely am not perfect! I have my moments where I question God, when I get frustrated and fed up with how I'm acting, or not being able to see what's going on, or not being able to understand the language. God is so gracious, and forgiving though! Even in all of this, He uses me in ways that I can't even see. I want you to know that you don't have to be perfect. Yes, we should strive to be holy, and live a life pleasing to God, but we should not berate ourselves when we mess up. We're human, and God knows that, but guess what? He loves us anyway! I know when I mess up I have to repent before Him, I have to admit that I messed up, but it's a chance to learn, to grow, to not make the same exact mistakes time and time again. I encourage you to not let your own mess ups, or frustrations get in the way of your relationship with God. Go to Him, repent, or ask for peace, take the situation and grow from it instead of wallowing in it. Trust me, as I'm writing this I'm talking to myself too, sometimes we just need to be reminded of how we should react in these situations. Love you all!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Friday, January 24, 2014
Growing Pains...
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| Group Photo at the retreat! |
Hello all! I hope you have all been blessed in this first month of the new year! Just an update on how January has been for me, and What things are going to look like as I head into a bit of a transitional phase.
The beginning of this month was spent on a retreat in a small town a bit north of Marseille with Evolution 13 staff and ministry workers. It was a wonderful time of direction and planning for all of us, and to just do life together. I really enjoyed the time of prayer, worship, and encouragement that we had with each other. It has definitely made me excited about starting ministry!
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| Poker night on the retreat (just chips, no money of course!) Ladies against Gents. Notice, the Ladies won. ;) |
So here is my challenge to you: how is God asking you to step out of your comfort zone? What has He asked you to do that seems completely terrifying to you, so much so that it's crippling? I challenge you to ask Him for peace, for grace, and then DO IT! I know it's hard, and it's scary, and sometimes it's very painful, but guess what? You will grow so much! In the Lord, no matter what age we are, we are always growing in Him. Our walk with Him is not promised to be easy, but count it all joy, because your faith in Him will grow exponentially! Remember in the end it's all about love. Love Him, and through that you will be able to love others, which includes doing the hard stuff! There's a reason they're called growing pains, but oh man, the end result is something so beautiful!
So in conclusion: Take a leap of faith! It might be tough, painful even, but in the end, the reward far outweighs any temporary discomfort. Please continue keeping our team in prayer, and remember that you are loved! God has a lot in store, for me, and for you. Always remember that.
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
2014....
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all! I apologize for not having written in a while... Things have been pretty crazy around here! Language school is going pretty well, I definitely have a higher comprehension of the language than before. We have been on break during the holidays and will be resuming classes on the 6th.
This past month has been a lot of work followed by a lot of rest and celebration. We've been working hard on language study as well as our other classes, studying the culture and the Bible. We've also been attending Evolution 13 on Wednesday nights, and connecting with the students as well. It's been fun being able to hang out with our new friends, and get to know more about the culture and the city we live in.
Our Christmas celebration began on the 23rd when we went to Matt and Christy's to eat lunch with them, their parents, the kids, CC, and Ania. It was a fun filled time with good food, and talent show, and Just Dance! Christmas Eve CC came over to spend the next few days with us. We ate a delicious dinner cooked by Ania and Linda, spent time talking, laughing, and enjoying each other's company. Christmas day we ate lunch at the home of a Dutch couple that had invited us over. It was a lot of fun! Then we came home, relaxed and had a movie marathon. It was truly a lovely, simple, comfortable holiday.
For New Years Christine and I went with CC to the Vieux-Port to watch an amazing firework show! It was truly an amazing sight to see! Afterwards we went to visit with some of CC's friends, where we ate, laughed and had excellent conversation. I really enjoyed getting to speak with them, and getting to know them a little bit. Their apartment has a lovely view of the harbor, and we celebrated at midnight with a toast and well wishes.
I am excited at all of the prospects this new year will bring. The rest of this week we will be going on a small planning retreat. There we will better figure out what role we will have within Evolution 13 and the ministries that we will have open to us. I am excited for what God has for us, and my heart is full with his promises. I cannot wait to share where this journey will be taking me this year with you all!
Bonne Année!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
This past month has been a lot of work followed by a lot of rest and celebration. We've been working hard on language study as well as our other classes, studying the culture and the Bible. We've also been attending Evolution 13 on Wednesday nights, and connecting with the students as well. It's been fun being able to hang out with our new friends, and get to know more about the culture and the city we live in.
Our Christmas celebration began on the 23rd when we went to Matt and Christy's to eat lunch with them, their parents, the kids, CC, and Ania. It was a fun filled time with good food, and talent show, and Just Dance! Christmas Eve CC came over to spend the next few days with us. We ate a delicious dinner cooked by Ania and Linda, spent time talking, laughing, and enjoying each other's company. Christmas day we ate lunch at the home of a Dutch couple that had invited us over. It was a lot of fun! Then we came home, relaxed and had a movie marathon. It was truly a lovely, simple, comfortable holiday.
For New Years Christine and I went with CC to the Vieux-Port to watch an amazing firework show! It was truly an amazing sight to see! Afterwards we went to visit with some of CC's friends, where we ate, laughed and had excellent conversation. I really enjoyed getting to speak with them, and getting to know them a little bit. Their apartment has a lovely view of the harbor, and we celebrated at midnight with a toast and well wishes.
I am excited at all of the prospects this new year will bring. The rest of this week we will be going on a small planning retreat. There we will better figure out what role we will have within Evolution 13 and the ministries that we will have open to us. I am excited for what God has for us, and my heart is full with his promises. I cannot wait to share where this journey will be taking me this year with you all!
Bonne Année!
Blessings and Love,
Chrissy
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| New Year's at the Vieux-Port! |
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